I remember that day, quite well...might I add
That day you said,
"I'd love to watch you fall...
so that you can see how it feels
to really feel so small."
I remember that day, you let me fall from your grip
But little did you know
It wasn't the first time I had been so crushed before

I imagine what it would be like,
To have someone take away all of the shit that you caused,
All of the thoughts you put in my head
All of the attempts I've made, here on this bed,

A desperate call to no one
Is all that remains
The number has faded
From rubbing against the paper
And my fingers have gone numb
From dailing the number, and then hanging up
So many times

I can't make this fit together
The pieces aren't all here
They've either been lost or bent so far out of shape
That they won't fit into this thing called life.

I can't believe the day,
You walked completely out the door and swore you'd never return
Of course I didn't believe you... until you never came home.
I hate to say that you were right
All those times you told me that my nightmares would never fade away
Because they've been haunting me constently, to this very day

A desperate call to no one
Is all that remains
The number has faded
From rubbing against the paper
And my fingers have gone numb
From dailing the number, and then hanging up
So many times

I won't forget the day,
The day that I felt so smothered, so dead
The day you choked the life that lived inside of me and threw it in the trash
The bag is now rotting, from all the lives you've torn apart
All the girls that gave you their heart, thinking that they were so smart
Well they aren't so smart now... they are barely even alive
And now I can say I know that feeling....
When I look into their eyes.

I'm just another girl
That told you her whole story
You told her it was okay to cry
And get it off her chest
Until you gave up on her
And left her there to rest
She never woke up
From the dream, you made her believe she was in
She still silently waits for the day her life begins

A desperate call to no one
Is all that remains
The number has faded
From rubbing against the paper
And my fingers have gone numb
From dailing the number, and then hanging up
So many times

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Hmm, I guess I'll just like add some random things in here about my weekend. Well Saturday I had practice with the band. Sunday was my brother and sisters birthday party. Today was Valentines day. Yay....what a wonderful holiday...*coughs* Yeah, whatever...um Troy asked me out today. So yeah we are going out now...I think. Heh... positive thinking huh? I honestly don't know though. Like he asked me out and then I was like, yeah sure, and like yeah...I don't know. I'll talk to him tomorrow.

Senses Fail...coming here. *smiles* I'm extremely happy. Like seriously, I don't think I've been so happy in a while.

Oh well I guess this is goodbye, Laterz.